DATE: 05/09/2007 20:42:06 / MOOD: no se

Its hasn't been a long time since God swept the last tear that went down my face one early afternoon

its hasnt been a long time since i cried and ask God why he allowed so many things to happen in my life that i never understood.

its been so many times when i thought i couldnt go on and i was going to let myself go ...and God had mercy and stood by me,carrying me throughout the whole way...

protecting me

securing me from everything...

the outside world and even including myself

Many times i cried and thought to myself...are you really by me

And god never answered with word but with actions

"yes daughter i am"

"who gave you a place to sleep"....i did

"who gave you the people that love you and surround you ...i did"

"who is with you constantly through your trials and errors...i am"!

"and you have the nerve to ask why"?

why can't you appreciate me...your God...your savior and all that i have given you.

why cant you appreciate many things that many people dont even have a glimpse of taste of how that even is.

you ask why you went throught so much....

i answer....

for a purpose...

i have a purpose for you

you chose to follow me

you chose to go my way

wel it isnt easy

there is a price to pay

if you love me like you say you do

dont queston my authority or all that i send you

be thankful because even though sometimes i might seem unfare

and what i do might not make sence at times....

remember this

i love you

and everything i do if your you

all that i do is always going to be for you

i died for you... i mean no harm

im here for you...

and be sure of this...

that i love you and i will always be there.

 

 

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